So last Tusday I started my class. I had math and history. I love my history class and math is ok I guess. Then thursday I had my phy class and I was sooooo bored it wasn't even funny.

I'm now into my second week of class and its ok. Today is my first Photoshop class, and I have it tomorrow as well, I only have it once a month and its on weekends. But thats ok.

I really miss my friends. I can't talk to many of my other friends because i can't get ahold of them right noe. One of my best friends is always working, so she isn't possible to talk to to much then my other best friend is in collage and it almost an hour and half away and busy with class so can't talk to him. But thats ok, no matter how much I miss them. I hope to talk to or see them soon though.

Well things are very differnet and thats not a bad thing, just something to get use to though. I just wish that I could see and talk to my friends more but I don't see that happening anytime soon because we are ALL very busy right now.

On a lighter note, I have a crap load of books to read and two new movies to watch. And my mom bought me a digital camara that is soooo cool. I hope to buy and new laptop at some piont soon because the one I have is crap. I'm avioding my father and brothers as much as possible and so far its working, don't know how long that will last though. Sadly!!!

But I guess that's it for now. I hope my friends are doing well haveing fun and workng hard. I miss you all. You guys are the best. Miss you lots and hope to hear from you soon. Byes!!!

Sunday was my graduation. I am done with high school. I kinda sad but happy at the same time. I'm sad because I am leaving a lot of my friends behind. I'm happy because I made it though high school. I was soooo nervous during the ceremony, at one point I thought I was going to faint.

Then after that I went to a party for one of my best friends and met a lot of his family. Friday I was at another of my best friends parties and then Saturday was my graduation party. Then after one of my bbf's parties I stayed at another house. I had a lot of fun. But it was sooooo busy.

So I have affulty started my summer vaction while my brothers still have a week or two to go. lol. So house to my self for the most part.

I will miss my friends and even some of my teachers but I will visit as much as I can this fall. Which I'm starting my collage classes this fall as well.

I just want to say to a few of my friends. Thanks for being there for me thought the ups and downs. Thank you for never letting me gove up when things got tough. Thank you for helping me and standing by my side though everything. You guys are the best. And I couldn't have asked for better friends. Thanks for everything.
Love ya guys!!!!

Today is the senior ball. I can't wait. All of my friends are going. I have a beautiful dress and I'm getting me hair done at 3:30 today. I have three different family members that want to take pics of me in my dress before I go to prom. Yeah. Then I have tons of friends that want to take pics of me but thats, ok I guess. I get pics of them anyway. I think it will be a lot of fun.

In a 8 or 7 days is senior finals the joy. Then after finals Marching practices. Then graduation happens. And thats the end. I'm done and then there is summer vacation then I start collage in the fall.

I think the thing that I will miss the most are my friends but I plan to visit them at the high school, when I get the chance too.

At the ball I'm just going with friends because my boyfriend is in another state. But it will still be fun. I have no idea when the ball gets over but I don't really care either. As long that I have fun and its a good time. And everything goes smooth and I don't get upset about anything. But hey its going to be great.

Everything is great. It is finally spring break. And I have the week off. HELL YEAH!!!! First few days I just chilled. Then I went to Bangor and got a new anime. Then yesterday I had Kimmy-ko come over and spent the night here. YEAH!!!! Now I have my TWO best friends over to visit. And we watched movies and listen to music. I had a lot of fun. Only problem is its raining. *sigh*

I will just give up it not worth fighting with her anymore its just a waste of time now. Whatever now. What happens, happens. I really don't care anymore. I'm tried of fighting with her over something that happened in the past or whatever petty thing that happens to come up. So I'm done with it now.


I talk to my boyfriend again and I really can't wait for him to come up. YEAH!!!!! He is such a gentlemen. He polite and sweet. He cares about what I have to say and do. He serports me regardless of what it is. He thinks that my friends, that he has talk to, are amusing and funny to NO end. Which is great. The rest of my friends can't wait to meet him. I talked a little about him to them. They think he sounds great.

I going to collage this fall. I have 3 different scholarship for collage. I will be taken class for a history teacher. I might be also be taking class to be a librarian and MAYBE some law class to be a lawyer. My mom thinks that I would make a great lawyer because I have the right temperment top be a lawyer and that I have the love to argue just for the sake of arguing and if you push me to far your scewed because then your in for it so I WILL TRY some law classes.

I have only a month and a half with a few days left before I have the big day. And Senior ball is right around the corner. I can't wait!!!!!

Well I have calmed down somewhat but whatever. Don't really know were we stand with each other. I have two new music videos on my ipod but I still need to clean off my Ipod of what music I don't want but I don't know when that will happen.

I'm tried but hey I'll live. I might hang out with my best friends later but I don't know yet. I'm really tried and I don't really want anyone over and I don't think my parnets do either. I might talk to my boyfriend later but I don't know yet.

I hoping that everything will be better tomorrow, but I don't know yet. I have alot bring to school tomorrow and THANK GOD I got good grades this qaurter. I'm helping a good friend of mine by putting good music on her MP3 tomorrow for her she is so happy. So I quess today wasn't total awful but hey it might be better tomorrow. Who knows.